Saturday, January 31, 2009

The Last One in the First Month

It's funny how much emphasis is placed on change-- from our climate to our new president's election campaign. Sometimes good, sometimes bad, but seemingly always inevitable.

So I feel incredibly fortunate to have friends who have not succumbed to the change mania. Friends from elementary, middle and high school who mean the same to me now than they did back then. (Though I'm sure I didn't realize it 10 years ago.)

They're the ones I may never see, but can always call. The ones I see everyday, who maintain my sanity. In a world full of change, it's nice to have that solid foundation.

Though perhaps there has been an almost imperceptible change in all of us. The influence of college, of new life experiences cannot have left us unaffected. So I suppose I am even more grateful that as we change, we evolve even closer together.





...just to include a few :-)

Monday, January 26, 2009

Una visita a La Tienda Hispanica

My very first assignment for my food studies class was to explore an ethnic market, conducting interviews with employees and soaking up the cultural bliss that accompanies ethnicity-specific grocery stores. Naturally, I just had to wait until the last day before the paper was due to begin my journey.

As I walked down Rosemary Street with the specific goal of entering the first ethnic market I came across, I chided myself for having never entered one of the local markets before. The extent of my cultural grocery-shopping experiences have been visits to Trader Joe’s, where I leave with basmati rice and frozen potstickers. I really have no excuse, considering the cultural diversity of the area.

As soon as I saw La Tienda Hispanica, I knew I had reached my destination. Upon entering the store, I was immediately struck by the large amount of brightly colored piñatas overhead. Other than that, the store seemed quite similar to a condensed version of a regular grocery store. Customers are greeted by the sight of plastic-enshrined convenience foods on the left and produce straight ahead.

Of course, as I entered the store further I realized the distinctive differences: tortillas where the bread would be, fruit offerings like papaya, raw meat laid out under a glass front, gelatin in clear plastic bags. With only two aisles, much of the food was typical American grocery products with Spanish names. Then there were also the specialty items, like dulces and galletas familiar to those with a Latino heritage.

As I sought to find the perfect food that would encompass my trip, I finally realized that I stood out like an apple in a bowl of bananas. All of the customers and employees were speaking Spanish, and I was floating around looking lost in a sea of palabras desconocidos. Little did I know that the cultural barrier would be the least of my worries during my trip.

"Hablas íngles?" I asked the man behind the meat counter, keeping my fingers crossed. "Un poco," he replied. Dios mio. Despite my best efforts to learn Spanish in class and while volunteering, I am not exactly a conversationalist. Employing dramatic hand gestures and Spanglish phrases, I tried to convey my hope to find a quintessential Mexican food. In the meantime, I learned that Cipriano was not related to the owner, though he has been employed at La Tienda for several years.

Cipriano was completely willing to translate my Spanglish into something moderately understandable, helping me with the Spanish words I struggled to recall—- about every three sentences.

Then, I met el jefe, Raymundo. He barely knew any English either, so I got in a lot of Spanish conversation practice in thirty minutes. He recommended that I try tortillas con queso, though, unfortunately, I needed something a little more practical for my walk to work. Raymundo explained how he has owned the store for five years, after moving to Chapel Hill from Mexico. He took me on a brief tour of the store, stopping in front of produce to point out their fruity options.

That is when I saw a thick, green, paddle-shaped plant being scraped by one of the employees. Though I was fairly certain of the plant’s identity, Raymundo confirmed it. She was scraping the spines off of cactus leaves. Raymundo said they taste excellent outside on the grill, cooked with a little bit of oil. When I leave dorm life behind, I just might have to try that.

Finally, I asked about the origin of the store’s customers. The cashier said they come from all over: Venezuela, Colombia, Mexico, and El Salvador, to name a few. Their allegiances are strong. I think the appeal of La Tienda Hispanica lies in that diversity. They accepted me just as they accepted the way more fluent Spanish speakers who came before me.

Though I was unable to experience the same community feeling that I am sure customers who can communicate more clearly do, I felt welcomed by Raymundo and his employees regardless. As I left the store, armed with a galleta gigante that Raymundo called pan (unlike any bread I've ever tasted, that's for sure), I enjoyed the sweet taste of a new tradition, topped with coconut and a cherry.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Back from Retreating

Do I mention enough how much I love retreats?

There's nothing like putting a bunch of people who don't know each other together at a camp in the boondocks. You just never know what may happen.

The discussions, the laughter, the dance parties...

Perhaps what we all need a little more of in this life are retreats. I think I come back to the real world a little bit better than before I left it.

In any case, I just made 46 new friends, and that in and of itself is enough for now.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Darius Goes West



Wow. I am so utterly impressed by Darius Goes West-- a documentary about a 15-year-old with Duchenne's Muscular Dystrophy who traveled across the country with 11 other guys.

Not much renders me speechless, but I was completely blown away by the quality of that documentary; I don't even know what to mention first.

Lucky for me, some of the crew members actually came into my documentary class today and talked about their journey. I never get tired of hearing those types of stories. Imagine what the world would be like if we all had an extra dose of inspiration each day.

I think what Logan talked about in class, about the effect a narrative can have on achieving a larger mission, really resonated with me once I was able to process the film in its entirety. The guys' goal became all the more meaningful after witnessing the humanity that existed within each member of the crew. The laughter, the tears-- those responses meant more to me than the science and the numbers. I realized that the greatness of this particular piece, and the challenge I face in creating my own documentary, lies in the ability to appeal to the audience's emotions rather than simple logic.

For me, Darius Goes West compelled me to want more than just a cure for muscular dystrophy. I wish that as a global community, we could experience others' lives the way we experienced Darius'. Then perhaps all of us would be less willing to pass judgments, to look the other way.

For the first time, I understand the importance of my choice to be in a filmmaking class. We can effect change, just as those 12 boys from Georgia already have.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Day of Snow-bama

Chills ran down my spine today, and not just because of the snow and sub-freezing temperatures.

We officially have our first black president. I shivered as he called upon the heroes of our past - Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King, Jr. - to help him lead the way to a more hopeful tomorrow. He has the power to inspire a nation, and he's already done that for so many. I can't wait for more.

And yes, in a day of epic events, it snowed in North Carolina.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Clean & Pristine Cookie-Making Machine


Can't you just hear the chorus of kitchen gods singing blithely as they revel in the beauty of my lovely KitchenAid mixer?

Well, I can.

I grew up admiring the speed and efficiency with which my mom's KitchenAid whipped up pancake batter, churned through cookie dough and mashed mashed potatoes. And while she still has her tan, early '80s model, I am embarking on a (hopefully) 25-or-so year journey with a newer model of my own. Fortunately, it still conjures up the same delicious memories.

Thus far, I have christened the mixing bowl with dough for chocolate coconut crispies and chocolate chip cookies.

I'd like to thank Craig's List and my neighbor for this opportunity.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

So Far

I may live to regret making this statement, BUT:

I love my classes. I really do. Thus, I will evaluate each one to bring back even more memories of my Xanga years. 'Cause I used to review each day that way. (When school defined my life. Does it still?)

Principles of Public Relations- I enjoy having the unfair advantage of already knowing how public relations operates. But I still think it'll be beneficial to learn some new techniques... or something. Plus, the professor makes me laugh.

Pop Culture & American History- The title sums up the class. And who wouldn't want an entire course devoted to pop culture?

News Writing- See public relations. Hopefully, at this point, I have some knowledge of how to write an article. I'm looking forward to seeing how my writing improves further AND learning lots and lots of new grammar and AP style tips. Yay!

Food in American Culture- Favorite professor plus favorite subject. And food in every class. Need I say more? I can't believe I get major credit for taking a food studies class!

Documenting Communities- I'm excited to learn how to make a documentary/film in general. Plus, I'll learn to appreciate even more of the unique groups surrounding this University. PLUS, I'll get to watch lots and lots of inspirational documentaries made by others.

And that's that. Combined with S.A.I.L. and Admissions Ambassadors and Public Service Scholars activities and work, I think I'll have quite the FUL(L)filling semester.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Two-Two

I always thought that Karen from The Baby-sitters' Little Sisters series was rather irritating, though I still read and reread those books like nobody's business. Of course, now I realize that she is a visually impaired, bossy know-it-all who has a hard time using her "indoor voice," so I can't easily hate a character who is clearly my literary counterpart.

And lately I've been thinking a lot about those books again, though I'm sure the author had no intention of facilitating any profound thoughts for a girl three times the age of her average audience. But in the book, Karen refers to herself as a two-two since she has two different homes as a result of divorce.

Well, feeling like a two-two is about the most apt description I can come up with to explain my current mindset.

My house in Cary is home. You know, with two cats in the yard and life having been hard at some point I can no longer recall. (See: Our House) It's chock-full of memories and delicious food that I didn't have to make. But home is also my teeny-tiny dorm room in Chapel Hill, with one short roommate and the hard work that must be endured by all college students. (Ahem.)

I love coming back to see my family. But somehow, it's like the new, abridged version of my bedroom serves as a palpable reminder that I've outgrown that home. And the old things I used to do still feel old. Outdated. Yet Chapel Hill is too new, my life here too transient to attach myself permanently to the place. Thus, I remain a two-two.

If home is where the heart is, mine must be lying somewhere on I-40, unable to commit to a permanent pumping grounds.